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nonesuch

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depression rearing its ugly head
« on: June 29, 2015, 06:37:31 AM »
I just realized today would have been my 30th anniversary.

Tomorrow is New Beau's birthday.

Trying to be happy, and just not succeeding today.

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Re: depression rearing its ugly head
« Reply #1 on: June 29, 2015, 08:04:11 AM »
Hugs!  Sometimes, it just sucks.

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Re: depression rearing its ugly head
« Reply #2 on: June 29, 2015, 01:15:35 PM »
Hugs and more hugs. "It sucks" is my new catch phrase, so pardon the repetition, but-- yeah. It sucks.
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Re: depression rearing its ugly head
« Reply #3 on: June 29, 2015, 05:55:36 PM »
I must admit, I am jumping on the "It sucks!" bandwagon, too, these days. I am sorry you are feeling depressed. I hope it passes quickly. Sorry I don't have anything motivational or helpful to add.
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Re: depression rearing its ugly head
« Reply #4 on: June 29, 2015, 05:58:44 PM »
I hope your mood improves. Are you planning something fun for new beau's birthday?
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Re: depression rearing its ugly head
« Reply #5 on: June 30, 2015, 03:48:07 PM »
I'm facing my 30th anniversary in a few months, nonesuch. I remember on our 25th, I worried with my husband's health issues if we'd make it to our 50th. Sigh...

I'm sorry it is hitting you so hard. Just wanted to send you a hug and let you know I can relate to how these milestones hurt.
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