Author Topic: Horrible Weekend but Exciting Monday  (Read 979 times)

Alexswife

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Horrible Weekend but Exciting Monday
« on: July 20, 2015, 11:58:35 AM »
Yesterday was the three year mark. To say it was horrible would be sugar coating things. I'm still so emotional and get fight the tears.
How in the world could three years have went by? I love my sweet Alex so much.

On a brighter note, I just scored an interview with my dream employer! I know, I just started a new job but I applied for this one a long time ago. It's for a parapro position in the school system. It's not much money but I would get my summers off and still be able to teach little children like I love.

The only downside is the interview is Thursday and there is no way I can get off work. I have never called in sick when I wasn't sick before. I am an awful liar and honestly, the guilt of lying eats me up inside but I don't think I have another choice.

I'm so sad from the weekend yet so thrilled about this opportunity. I feel like I'll never stop crying from all of the emotions flowing through my body. Please wish me luck thursday and help me pray that all of this works out.

I just want to my amazing husband about this interview. He would be so happy for me.
There remaineth therefore a rest to the people of God.
 For he that is entered into his rest, he also hath ceased from his own works, as God did from his. - Hebrews 4:7-8
Alex 1/31/91-7/19/12

Virgo

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Re: Horrible Weekend but Exciting Monday
« Reply #1 on: July 20, 2015, 07:53:48 PM »
Good luck with your interview!
Jen

"Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened." Dr. Seuss

rememberingjason

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Re: Horrible Weekend but Exciting Monday
« Reply #2 on: July 22, 2015, 07:06:37 PM »
Don't feel bad about calling in sick to go interview for your dream job!!! Good Luck on the interview :-)
Remembering the Good Times - Always

DonnaP

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Re: Horrible Weekend but Exciting Monday
« Reply #3 on: July 23, 2015, 07:27:52 AM »
Hey - today's the day, right??

Please let us know how things went!

Break a leg!

:)
Donna
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Alexswife

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Re: Horrible Weekend but Exciting Monday
« Reply #4 on: July 23, 2015, 01:17:22 PM »
I went this morning for my dream interview and I let my nerves win. They didn't seem too impressed with me. I will know something soon. I'm ok though. I've somehow survived getting engaged, married and widowed in nine months. If I can survive that then I can get past the letdown of not getting my dream job.

I just wish Alex was here to catch my tears. I miss him so much.

Thank you all so much for your encouragement and support. I will let you know something as soon as they call.
There remaineth therefore a rest to the people of God.
 For he that is entered into his rest, he also hath ceased from his own works, as God did from his. - Hebrews 4:7-8
Alex 1/31/91-7/19/12