Author Topic: it was a good day  (Read 898 times)

BrokenHeart2

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it was a good day
« on: August 16, 2015, 11:56:55 PM »
Why has it been when I've had a good day when I'm here alone at night it feels so bad?  I'm so tired of this. I'm working hard to keep going but it's so frustrating 2 steps forward and 4 steps back. I miss him so much and it's so hard to keep those steps going.
I don't want it to be his legacy that his death destroyed me.
I need to honour his life by rebuilding my life.

widowat33

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Re: it was a good day
« Reply #1 on: August 17, 2015, 12:46:39 AM »
((Brokenheart2))

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Re: it was a good day
« Reply #2 on: August 17, 2015, 03:05:45 AM »
Ugh, I know that feeling! Some days I feel I am doing really well and can nearly pass for normal and then a wave just washes over me. I try to have the perspective of it being better overall when I couldn't even imagine having any sort of good in my days, but it is not much comfort when I'm in thick of it. I'm am wishing you good days that are paired with good nights as well to come.
On particularly rough days when I'm sure I can't possibly endure, I like to remind myself that my track record for getting through bad days so far is 100% and that's pretty good. - Unknown

Don't be concerned about being disloyal to your pain by being joyous. - Hazrat Inayat Khan

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Re: it was a good day
« Reply #3 on: August 17, 2015, 11:08:11 AM »
(((((HUGS)))))

I wish I had more...
I have love in me the likes of which you can scarcely imagine and rage the likes of which you would not believe. If I cannot satisfy the one, I will indulge the other. ~Mary Shelley, Frankenstein

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BrokenHeart2

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Re: it was a good day
« Reply #4 on: August 17, 2015, 05:32:20 PM »
Thank you. I pray to get to the place when I could just "have a good day". That simple.
I don't want it to be his legacy that his death destroyed me.
I need to honour his life by rebuilding my life.

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Re: it was a good day
« Reply #5 on: August 17, 2015, 09:38:43 PM »
Adding tight hugs of understanding from me as well, BH2.
Without you, Baby, I'm not me.