Author Topic: Doesnt matter  (Read 1052 times)

BrokenHeart2

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Doesnt matter
« on: September 02, 2015, 10:27:15 PM »
Done.... Doesn't matter
« Last Edit: September 02, 2015, 10:51:51 PM by BrokenHeart2 »
I don't want it to be his legacy that his death destroyed me.
I need to honour his life by rebuilding my life.

injo

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Re: Doesnt matter
« Reply #1 on: September 03, 2015, 05:51:22 AM »
BH2, are you ok???
If you need to "talk", I'm here to listen(or you can pm me) because it DOES matter!!!

Virgo

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Re: Doesnt matter
« Reply #2 on: September 03, 2015, 07:02:45 AM »
Sorry I missed your post. I hope everything is ok.
Jen

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BrokenHeart2

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Re: Doesnt matter
« Reply #3 on: September 03, 2015, 08:20:37 AM »
Thank you for asking. I'm so tired of this struggle. This too shall pass. Thanks for asking. I'll be ok.
I don't want it to be his legacy that his death destroyed me.
I need to honour his life by rebuilding my life.

injo

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Re: Doesnt matter
« Reply #4 on: September 03, 2015, 08:36:22 AM »
I understand, I'm three months ahead of you, hoping it will get "easier" somehow, someday....

(((hugs)))

Trying

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Re: Doesnt matter
« Reply #5 on: September 03, 2015, 12:59:20 PM »
(((BH2)))
You will forever be my always.

Jen

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Re: Doesnt matter
« Reply #6 on: September 03, 2015, 03:31:58 PM »
So many hugs!! I've written these same words in my journal, over and over over: Doesn't matter, I don't care, I'm done. Doesn't matter, I don't care, I'm done. :(

When I write it, I mean it. Luckily, the last couple days have been good ones, and I haven't needed to write those words. I don't delude myself that the good days will last... maybe the bad ones will be fewer and farther apart, or I can hope so.

Hold on. The best I can tell you is that you are NOT alone. ((((hugs)))))

I have love in me the likes of which you can scarcely imagine and rage the likes of which you would not believe. If I cannot satisfy the one, I will indulge the other. ~Mary Shelley, Frankenstein

"Dying is easy. Living is hard. ~George Washington, Hamilton

twistedmensa

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Re: Doesnt matter
« Reply #7 on: September 05, 2015, 11:41:01 PM »
I can sooooo relate to your post. I have said those same words many times, and I'm sure I will say them again.

I'm not really a touchy-feely person, but sending you an air hug!