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Needytoo

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First time ever
« on: September 06, 2015, 03:26:46 PM »
  I somehow feel my husband today and also I swear I feel my Mother.  My Mom passed away 23 years ago.  And since then my extended family wasn't the same.  My father remarried and it went down hill from there.  Lots of pain but I somehow have forgiven (not forgotten) the pain this has caused my family. 

Being older and wiser there are many things in life that I would have changed about my pass but of course this is just not possible.  I know my father and all of us missed out on so much and it sure didn't have to be like that.  My father's Alzheimer's symptoms are getting worse there is no way to reconcile the past just moving on from here. 

For the very first time ever all of us will be having Thanksgiving together. First time my sons get to meet two of their cousins and first time in 23 years my niece and nephew will see their Grandfather.