Author Topic: A good description of how I currently feel  (Read 1025 times)

Dark Rose

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A good description of how I currently feel
« on: November 22, 2015, 07:00:45 PM »
?Fresh grief feels like this: Your mind is a maze and every pathway leads to a bricked-up wall, the one where you can see the real world just on the other side, but you can?t reach it. It?s a feeling like someone?s scooped out your insides with a spoon and all that?s left is a shell that walks like you and talks like you, but your body and soul have parted ways for a time. Your senses don?t fire and you can?t connect with another human being because to string all that grief together like a strand of paper dolls would create something as powerful as an atom bomb?you?d implode. So you?re all alone. And, for a short while, at least until it sinks in, you can fake anything.?
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Jen

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Re: A good description of how I currently feel
« Reply #1 on: November 23, 2015, 10:48:04 AM »
YES. Yes, yes, YES.
I have love in me the likes of which you can scarcely imagine and rage the likes of which you would not believe. If I cannot satisfy the one, I will indulge the other. ~Mary Shelley, Frankenstein

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Catnip

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Re: A good description of how I currently feel
« Reply #2 on: November 24, 2015, 09:27:05 AM »
Yes.

And another, by Edna St. Vincent Millay:
"Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night."
You left and forgot to tell my heart how to live without you.

donswife

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Re: A good description of how I currently feel
« Reply #3 on: November 27, 2015, 09:41:21 PM »
wow catnip that one describes the feeling perfectly
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Dark Rose

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Re: A good description of how I currently feel
« Reply #4 on: November 28, 2015, 11:52:17 PM »
ahh catnip how accurate.... I dread night time for a reason but I am the most real when alone, and so I am afraid of my pain then
« Last Edit: November 30, 2015, 05:17:29 PM by Dark Rose »
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