Author Topic: Not getting any easier...  (Read 845 times)

Elbel66

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Not getting any easier...
« on: December 12, 2015, 11:11:39 PM »
Over 3 months and I keep thinking it'll get easier, but it's not.  Our anniversary was this past week and it was such a hard day.  I just don't feel like doing anything.  I just want him back, plain and simple, in all his imperfectness, in all our imperfectness.  My friends and family are an enormous support, but no matter what, he's still gone.  My husband loved Christmas and loved making it special, what will I do without him this year, how do I do this?  I want my imperfect life with my imperfect husband back.....

Dark Rose

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Re: Not getting any easier...
« Reply #1 on: December 13, 2015, 03:11:49 AM »
I too just want my husband back. It's like that one string that connected all the pieces has been ripped apart, and now everything is broken. I am at a lack of words and will have to agree that this is not getting easier.
Forever incomplete, and broken without you....

Jen

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Re: Not getting any easier...
« Reply #2 on: December 13, 2015, 08:59:08 AM »
(((((((HUGS)))))))) to you both. I want my life back too...
I have love in me the likes of which you can scarcely imagine and rage the likes of which you would not believe. If I cannot satisfy the one, I will indulge the other. ~Mary Shelley, Frankenstein

"Dying is easy. Living is hard. ~George Washington, Hamilton