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MissingSquish

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Re: Sexy Widowed Saturday Night!
« Reply #180 on: August 29, 2015, 07:42:20 PM »
What I should be doing: laundry

What I am actually doing: video games

Someone please tell me I need to start adulting.

Have ice cream for dinner like I did last night ;). I actually got laundry out of the way this morning. 
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Jess

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Re: Sexy Widowed Saturday Night!
« Reply #181 on: August 29, 2015, 07:43:12 PM »
Bad influence! I love it :)
On particularly rough days when I'm sure I can't possibly endure, I like to remind myself that my track record for getting through bad days so far is 100% and that's pretty good. - Unknown

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MissingSquish

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Re: Sexy Widowed Saturday Night!
« Reply #182 on: August 29, 2015, 07:54:33 PM »
I actually ate the ice cream in bed last night for dinner. Even worse!  :)
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Re: Sexy Widowed Saturday Night!
« Reply #183 on: August 29, 2015, 08:54:51 PM »
I was actually off today. I wanted to get on here and post the triumphant story of how I walked into a car dealership yesterday and bought a new (used) vehicle all by myself-- first time in my life, like a real grown-up. It's a beauty, and I'm proud of it, but tonight I'm so lonely and sad that I'm sitting in my room sobbing my heart out.  :'(

No one wants me. No one ever will. Bring an independent adult sucks. Super sexy, right? Self-pity is always irresistible.  :(
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twistedmensa

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Re: Sexy Widowed Saturday Night!
« Reply #184 on: August 29, 2015, 09:12:31 PM »
Helped a friend of mine tear wallpaper off her walls. It REALLY sucked. But it was nice to get out of the house for a bit and focus on something other than poor, poor, pitiful me. Watching football right now and thinking I might take a ride on the motorcycle tonight after it cools down.

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Re: Sexy Widowed Saturday Night!
« Reply #185 on: August 29, 2015, 10:30:58 PM »
Lazy Saturday night for me! I didn't get much accomplished today.
Jen

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MissingSquish

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Re: Sexy Widowed Saturday Night!
« Reply #186 on: September 05, 2015, 06:31:01 PM »
Another Saturday night is upon us. 3rd weekend without my baby girl. I have been making a big effort to excercise for at least 30 minutes daily, which has been helping my mood. Nights alone are hellish still.
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Re: Sexy Widowed Saturday Night!
« Reply #187 on: September 05, 2015, 07:22:22 PM »
I'm very sorry you are having to spend your nights alone. I am not liking being alone at night, either, now that I am in a new place, my son has moved out, and my dogs are in another state with my best friend from college and his fiance. With Saturday night upon us, I am sitting and enjoying a quiet evening. New Guy and I went to the market earlier today and were profusely thanked by the cashier for being the happiest people she had seen, for a couple of people who had had to wait in a long line. It's nice having other people looking at me and seeing happiness, instead of looking at me and seeing tears, for a change.
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Re: Sexy Widowed Saturday Night!
« Reply #188 on: September 05, 2015, 07:36:43 PM »
I went to a wedding reception last night. Tonight my daughters and I are catching up on laundry and watching movies. Super sexy!
Jen

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Re: Sexy Widowed Saturday Night!
« Reply #189 on: September 05, 2015, 08:05:41 PM »
After an afternoon and evening with new guy and his boys (and 2 of my boys), I am sitting watching an inappropriate movie with 17 year olds son and his friend. Mom of the year! Lol
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Re: Sexy Widowed Saturday Night!
« Reply #190 on: September 05, 2015, 08:09:51 PM »
I have given up trying to keep my kids from watching inappropriate stuff. Parenting fail. On the other hand, my mom and I have taken them to Branson, MO, for a surprise mini-break for the youngest one's 10 th birthday. I don't feel particularly celebratory, and this hotel room is far too small, but they're having fun.
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twistedmensa

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Re: Sexy Widowed Saturday Night!
« Reply #191 on: September 05, 2015, 09:49:43 PM »
Watching my ASU Sun Devils get spanked by Texas A&M...sigh.

Spent the day doing some minor maintenance on the motorcycle so I can ride it tonight when it cools down.

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Re: Sexy Widowed Saturday Night!
« Reply #192 on: September 12, 2015, 06:52:24 PM »
Another Saturday night and what wild and crazy things are we all up to this evening?
I just got home from the grocery store (great place to spend a Saturday night), and now I'm going to make some dinner.  Then I'm going to get real sexy and slip on my black nightgown and cuddle up with a glass of wine and the book I started on vacation but never finished!  I'll probably fall asleep before I finish reading 2 pages!!
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Re: Sexy Widowed Saturday Night!
« Reply #193 on: September 12, 2015, 10:09:44 PM »
Today is my mother in-law's birthday. (I suppose technically she's not my mother in-law anymore?) We celebrated with family. I love her! She's amazing, really. The woman fixed US dinner. She even made three different desserts. My sister in-law and I wanted to host and cook, but she insisted.

After everyone left she started talking about her aunt being a widow at a young age. She said she started dating "probably to soon" and her youngest daughter (9) felt pushed away. She lived with her grandmother for awhile. I just said everyone has a different situation and grieves differently. It probably wasn't just the fact that her mom was dating. There were probably other factors. I'm not sure if this was directed at me or not. I haven't started dating, but I know it will be hard for her when I do. I know she'll be happy for me, but worried about how it will effect my daughters. I don't blame her.

Anyway, my 8yo decided to stay the night. I'm hanging out with my other two daughters.
Jen

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Re: Sexy Widowed Saturday Night!
« Reply #194 on: September 12, 2015, 10:26:21 PM »
I am turning in finally...spent the evening at the races with 11 boy scouts and three other leaders.  Then when I got home I packed a bag for a bouldering / rock climbing excursion I am going on with a friend in the morning.  Guess I should get some sleep.
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