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Amor

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18 months
« on: February 04, 2016, 06:36:04 PM »
18th months today without the love of my life.  Gone in a moment, a moment relived thousands of times over.  I miss you my Love and wish so much you were here with me now.  I love you until the end of time. 
Your Amor

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Re: 18 months
« Reply #1 on: February 04, 2016, 06:47:30 PM »
Hugs.  Reliving their deaths...their final moments...so hard.

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Re: 18 months
« Reply #2 on: February 04, 2016, 08:34:12 PM »
(((Amor)))
You will forever be my always.

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Re: 18 months
« Reply #3 on: February 04, 2016, 08:53:47 PM »
I hear you!  Wishing you peace.

Amor

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Re: 18 months
« Reply #4 on: February 04, 2016, 11:39:55 PM »
Thank you everyone.  I do not know why it hurts so much today. 

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Re: 18 months
« Reply #5 on: February 05, 2016, 06:46:55 AM »
hugs to you
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Re: 18 months
« Reply #6 on: February 05, 2016, 07:39:04 PM »
It looks like you and I both had difficult days, yesterday. My day was a little better today, and I hope yours was, too. I know I am only a few months farther along than you are, but it still amazes me how certain days can be so much harder than others. Hugs to you, dear one.
"The highest tribute to the dead is not grief but gratitude." - Thornton Wilder

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Amor

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Re: 18 months
« Reply #7 on: February 06, 2016, 02:28:35 AM »
Yes lcoxwell I have read your post.  I do not know why yesterday was so bad, the worst in awhile.  I am sorry you had a bad day as well.  I do like how sourjon(spelling wrong) said maybe we need to just have a day to cry and get it out.  I have been holding it in trying to be strong.  I guess I am glad I could have a day to cry, sink in memories and look at pictures.  Today was better but I am getting sick for the first time in awhile. 
You are very right some days are just much harder than others.  I am not sure why 18th months hit me the hardest.  I normally do not dwell on the day of the month and let it pass like any other day.  But this day hit me like a train. I am glad your day is a little better and hope your new guy is amazing and helps you to gain another everlasting love while letting you continue loving your first love. 
Thank you everyone for the hugs and encouragement.  It means alot to have you acknowledge my Love and me unable to hold, have and cherish any more.  But still Love and miss everyday without him. 
(((Hugs to all having a sad moment without your Love)))
Amor

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Re: 18 months
« Reply #8 on: February 06, 2016, 02:41:18 AM »
Sending you tight hugs, Amor. I'm sorry it is hurting so much right now.
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Re: 18 months
« Reply #9 on: February 06, 2016, 04:31:48 AM »
Very sorry another bad day got you down,it's hard...
  I'm on the same time line & caught myself catching years on my eyes aswell.
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Re: 18 months
« Reply #10 on: February 06, 2016, 01:34:06 PM »
So many hugs.. I wish I could do better.
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Re: 18 months
« Reply #11 on: February 06, 2016, 02:35:56 PM »
thank you all of the hugs