Author Topic: UGH!!! Just.... Ugh..  (Read 941 times)

AubreeAnn

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UGH!!! Just.... Ugh..
« on: July 06, 2016, 08:13:12 PM »
July is so hard. His favorite holiday is in July, his birthday is in July and our anniversary is in July. It's all just so hard. I just want to squeeze my eyes closed as tight as I can, grab my head and just hold myself like that until all of this disappears and when I open my eyes it'll all be okay and back to the way it should be and he and I would be cuddled in bed watching his favorite show like we always did. He was always here to make me feel better, to feel safe. UGH why can't this all just be a bad dream?  :'(

Kater

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Re: UGH!!! Just.... Ugh..
« Reply #1 on: July 07, 2016, 01:27:15 AM »
Ya, that's the double whammy most people don't get.  The person that helped us through the rough patches is not here to help us get through the loss of that very person. 

Sending you a hug.

donswife

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Re: UGH!!! Just.... Ugh..
« Reply #2 on: July 07, 2016, 06:51:26 AM »

"The person that helped us through the rough patches is not here to help us get through the loss of that very person. "
so true-
AubreeAnn sending you a huge hug
My everything

SoVerySad

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Re: UGH!!! Just.... Ugh..
« Reply #3 on: July 07, 2016, 03:31:31 PM »
I'm sorry this is such a difficult month. I understand just wishing somehow it has been an extended nightmare that you can wake up from and have your old life back.

Sending you love and tight hugs...
Without you, Baby, I'm not me.