Author Topic: A  (Read 5180 times)

Sugarbell

  • Member
  • Posts: 769
Re: A
« Reply #30 on: June 22, 2016, 11:23:00 AM »
I missed the OP...But I do remember my first year widowed thinking numerous times "My kids would be better off with a 2 parent family...I even checked into the likelihood of siblings staying together and realized with a baby...and all of them under 5..the odds were very good they would get a great family that would take them all.

It's embarrassing typing this out now...because anyone who knows me IRL thinks I am "Wonder Mom" but grief, shock...overwhelming stress can make a person break. This does need to be a safe place for us to expose our deepest thoughts that others IRL can't get.

Thank God I didn't verbalized me wanting to give up my kids that first year on the board. Harsh responses would have sent over the edge.

(((( Hugs ALD...))))
B.W.H. 9/24/2007