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Amor

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awake to alone
« on: July 31, 2016, 10:56:47 AM »
This morning I awoke to not realizing my love was gone for a few moments I was wondering why he was not laying at my side.  When I realized he was gone the wave of pain rocked my world.  How can this happen, how can you have these moments almost 2 years out where you really believe for a moment he is still right here and never want to believe he is gone? 

donswife

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Re: awake to alone
« Reply #1 on: August 01, 2016, 09:38:51 AM »

sometimes for a split second when I pull in the driveway after work
and see his truck I think he's home then ....
and its a kick in the gut
Makes me truly hate reality checks like that


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SoVerySad

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Re: awake to alone
« Reply #2 on: August 01, 2016, 10:40:53 AM »
I'm so sorry, Amor. I have had similar experiences a few times where it was just like my mind returned to the old life I loved so much for a minute. Then reality hit me and it was a painful blow. Strange, this widowed life.

Sending you (and donswife) tight hugs...
Without you, Baby, I'm not me.

Amor

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Re: awake to alone
« Reply #3 on: August 02, 2016, 06:55:51 PM »
Thank you for the hugs. 
This is just one hard thing to deal with.  I wish my love was in my arms. 
I wish none of us had to go through this pain. 
HUGS back!
Amor