Author Topic: I think it broke me  (Read 3282 times)

georgina114

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Re: I think it broke me
« Reply #30 on: December 28, 2016, 08:17:16 PM »
My answer in those terrible early days was that I had to care for our dog. Stupid, huh?  It wasn't some high minded thought like "life is a gift" or the cliched "she would want you to be happy".  It was the fact my dog needed to walked in the morning.  Got me moving, even though I didn't care anymore.

This doesn't sound too different from me... I've lost my husband 8 days ago and all I desire is to be where my husband is... the only thing that makes me stay is the fact that my doggie still needs me... He is like my son (we never had children) and is where I draw strength... 😭

beth_krkswidow

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Re: I think it broke me
« Reply #31 on: December 31, 2016, 07:49:52 PM »
Exactly.
8 days, wow. I was catatonic and barely taking care of the dogs at 8 days

Hugs, Georgina. So sorry you had to join us here
"Until my last breath, I loved you more than life itself." ~Kirk, in his envelope to be opened only upon his death.  And now I to you, My Love, until my last breath...