Author Topic: 2nd birthday  (Read 300 times)

ForeverHisx

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2nd birthday
« on: April 16, 2017, 02:09:44 AM »
Hello ,

so its nearly been a year since i lost my fiance , its coming up to us being together 7 years . and also next week is our sons 2nd birthday . im a mess this is all so hard and all so close together .
He was only 26 , im 25 .

i dont know any other parents in my position especially at my age . ive come on here just to talk to people who understand how hard this all is . i hate bringing him up alone and i hate that i get to see it all and he doesnt . i hate that im breathing and he is not .
25 and its all over there will never be another its only him .

it wasnt meant to be like this , i feel so sorry for our little boy his missing out on so much with not having him around , his so innocent and clueless , i hate every minute .

Tatianakm

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Re: 2nd birthday
« Reply #1 on: April 19, 2017, 11:33:43 AM »
My heart goes out to you, truly it does, know all too well how it feels with a very small child and being a solo parent. And still so in love and missing my husband everyday...those milestones and special dates are the hardest to live through. Giant hug to you and your little guy.
To the whole world you were one person; to me you were the whole world.