Author Topic: Radio Hell - Ninth Level  (Read 3736 times)

Jen

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Re: Radio Hell - Ninth Level
« Reply #15 on: May 04, 2017, 09:04:02 AM »
Plot twist: I thought I would pass out cold and stay blissfully unconscious for at least 8 hours, but I barely slept at all. Too much time alone with the hamster in my head running like a crack-fueled lunatic. I wish there was something practical I could offer-- if you think of anything that requires doing, I'm at your service. Beats sitting here crying all day.
I have love in me the likes of which you can scarcely imagine and rage the likes of which you would not believe. If I cannot satisfy the one, I will indulge the other. ~Mary Shelley, Frankenstein

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Re: Radio Hell - Ninth Level
« Reply #16 on: May 04, 2017, 08:07:31 PM »
What crotchety bastard opened this place up again? I brought some cheap vodka for molotov cocktails, and a paddle with "bitch" embossed on it so we can bitch slap the mortals.

You are loved, Michael.

Receiving your transmission, loud and clear. I'm listening.

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Re: Radio Hell - Ninth Level
« Reply #17 on: May 04, 2017, 08:53:29 PM »
Yep, it's hell all right. Jenni, so glad we talked. New Girl, you cracked me up at a time when nothing whatsoever is funny. Love to you both.

It's a race to the finish line now for Saturday's big do. My eulogy has been cut down to five minutes; basically, I'll be thanking the church for their big infomercial and secretly handing out my email address so folks can contact me. I've been told there won't be time to actually talk to them at the service.

We'll be off the air until after Saturday night. So grateful there's a bago waiting. Be nice to each other until then, please. And if you can, send some groovy vibes to my son, because I miss him so very very very very much. Cyas!

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Re: Radio Hell - Ninth Level
« Reply #18 on: May 04, 2017, 09:01:28 PM »
I just can't imagine...so very sorry...
Those we love don't go away, they walk beside us everyday.
Unseen, unheard, but always near, still loved, still missed and very dear.

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Re: Radio Hell - Ninth Level
« Reply #19 on: May 04, 2017, 09:13:19 PM »
I'm listening and sending hugs, condolences, and whatever else I can from afar.
You will forever be my always.

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Re: Radio Hell - Ninth Level
« Reply #20 on: May 04, 2017, 10:01:34 PM »
OMG, I was clueless in my previous posts.  Michael I am so sorry.  There are no words.
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Re: Radio Hell - Ninth Level
« Reply #21 on: May 05, 2017, 04:28:34 PM »
My heart is with you every awful step. I'm so sorry. I will be listening.
"All the waves must reach the shore before the water calms"-Ray ♡

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Re: Radio Hell - Ninth Level
« Reply #22 on: May 05, 2017, 07:57:42 PM »
Glad you left my old picture up! Also listening.
On particularly rough days when I'm sure I can't possibly endure, I like to remind myself that my track record for getting through bad days so far is 100% and that's pretty good. - Unknown

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Re: Radio Hell - Ninth Level
« Reply #23 on: May 05, 2017, 10:32:35 PM »
Also listening..
(actually, I came back just for the broadcast)


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Re: Radio Hell - Ninth Level
« Reply #24 on: May 06, 2017, 08:53:14 AM »
Thinking of you today, Michael.  Sending more hugs...

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Re: Radio Hell - Ninth Level
« Reply #25 on: May 06, 2017, 04:10:08 PM »
You're in my heart. 
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Re: Radio Hell - Ninth Level
« Reply #26 on: May 07, 2017, 10:27:27 AM »
We'll no doubt be back in the middle of the night with more of the meaningless bullshit you've come to expect from RH, including a recap of yesterday's big celebration. For now, here's just a few bits of bullshit to get things going again:

1. Shopping list: Kleenex

2. Some quick math: I was 40 years old when Bud came along. He was around for 19 1/2 years. I'm now the ripe old age of 60 (fortunately, widda doesn't have an age limit). I figure it will only be a few more years until I can maybe see Bud (and Marianne) again, so the numbers are sort of working in my favor.

3. Having said that....

There better be some seriously BIG-ASS REWARD waiting when my time finally comes. If there's really nothing but dirt waiting in the end, I'm going to be REALLY REALLY PISSED.

4. Maybe Bud got off easy. With madmen who place no value whatsoever on human life running the show, it probably won't be long until we ALL get to see Bud.

5. Today's agenda includes checking in on Bud's mom. I know something that she doesn't yet realize - they don't come back. Ever. She'll learn way too soon.

Out for now. Go hug a kid.

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Re: Radio Hell - Ninth Level
« Reply #27 on: May 07, 2017, 10:32:25 AM »
I'm going to Wegmans. I'll grab you a couple boxes of Kleenex. (I'm looking for any tangible stupid thing I can do. Sue me.)
I have love in me the likes of which you can scarcely imagine and rage the likes of which you would not believe. If I cannot satisfy the one, I will indulge the other. ~Mary Shelley, Frankenstein

"Dying is easy. Living is hard. ~George Washington, Hamilton

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Re: Radio Hell - Ninth Level
« Reply #28 on: May 07, 2017, 10:45:04 AM »
Michael, I didn't want to be there yesterday, none of us did, you most of all, but I was glad I could be and to be able to give you a hug. I'm sorry I never had the chance to get to know your son; but it was good to see the many beautiful pictures of him and to hear you loving, sweet, eulogy. It was clear he was a very fine young man. Much love and more hugs.
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Re: Radio Hell - Ninth Level
« Reply #29 on: May 07, 2017, 10:50:29 AM »
Sending much love to you Michael. I have no other words. We are here for you.
Gone but not forgotten.....my Squish.

Miss you forever baby girl, my Pru!