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SimiRed

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Prayers or Good thoughts....
« on: June 01, 2015, 02:07:30 PM »
Or any method you use for strength.  I know most don't know me... A small favor...

Pray, send me strength me tonight at 7:30 EST, please...

I just need to feel my widda posse' standing behind me...I just need to FEEL someone helping me.

I am going to END the biggest mistake of my life tonight, and move forward with that sliver of light that I'm trying to get to.

I HATE, LOATHE conflict!!  I'm a sucker, my heart is too F***king big!  I hate hurting people, even at the expense of myself.  BUT, it must stop. 

Where the H3LL is that BUS?????

OMG.. I'm gonna get sick  :'(
~Tracey~
My wonderful husband Rick of 19 years, 12/11/67 - 9/20/09 Neuroendocrine cancer.
I still miss you everyday, I go forward, but my mind stands still.

Wheelerswife

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Re: Prayers or Good thoughts....
« Reply #1 on: June 01, 2015, 02:24:18 PM »
Tracey...I love you, my friend.  Big hugs...and be safe.

Maureen
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Re: Prayers or Good thoughts....
« Reply #2 on: June 01, 2015, 02:35:07 PM »
SimiRed - I believe in prayer.  It is, has been, and will be tomorrow my source of strength.  Your journey has touched my heart.  Right now I feel your anguish over dealing with your situation.  I will be praying for you.  You have so much courage and your honesty stands out.  You can do whatever you need to do and handle the fallout.  Asking for prayers and whatever each of us use will says alot for your sincerity. 

We all have made mistakes.  Right now you don't need to hear our mistakes but you do need our collective concern for you.  Use this board to have a lifeline.  You did not mention family or close friends so it may be necessary to lend hard.  It's OK.  I'll keep you and your son in prayer. 

cmf

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Re: Prayers or Good thoughts....
« Reply #3 on: June 01, 2015, 02:48:59 PM »
You will be in my prayers this evening, and going forward. You are very courageous and can do this.





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Re: Prayers or Good thoughts....
« Reply #4 on: June 01, 2015, 02:56:39 PM »
With you, Tracey; prayers have already started.

Take care,
Rob T
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Re: Prayers or Good thoughts....
« Reply #5 on: June 01, 2015, 03:16:25 PM »
positive thoughts coming your way......
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Re: Prayers or Good thoughts....
« Reply #6 on: June 01, 2015, 03:31:55 PM »
I don't know you but I've read parts of your story.
It is easy for us to say "leave" but I know this must be hard for you.
Mistakes are learning experiences and there is not one person who has never made a mistake, not one! I would think they are probably easier to make when you are hurting, mourning the loss of your spouse and feeling vulnerable.
I will be thinking and praying for you, not just at 7:30, but all evening and sending you strength!
Take care.

patriciad

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Re: Prayers or Good thoughts....
« Reply #7 on: June 01, 2015, 03:52:08 PM »
Good thoughts and prayers coming your way.  Stay strong
Pat

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Re: Prayers or Good thoughts....
« Reply #8 on: June 01, 2015, 04:19:20 PM »
I sending you every ounce of strength I can and lots of love to go with it. I am so proud of you for taking this step into a better life for you and your son. You both deserve it. You can do it. Be safe. You'll be held in my thoughts.

Tight, tight hugs...
Without you, Baby, I'm not me.

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Re: Prayers or Good thoughts....
« Reply #9 on: June 01, 2015, 04:34:06 PM »
Big big hugs......

Standing right behind you in support.
You can do this!

MrsDan

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Re: Prayers or Good thoughts....
« Reply #10 on: June 01, 2015, 04:36:04 PM »
Standing behind you, along with so many of us here.
You are the Bear of my heart dear,
And nothing can take that away.

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Re: Prayers or Good thoughts....
« Reply #11 on: June 01, 2015, 04:45:21 PM »
Proud of you.
You CAN do this !

Trying

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Re: Prayers or Good thoughts....
« Reply #12 on: June 01, 2015, 04:51:51 PM »
Starting my prayers now!  I am so proud of you for taking this brave step.  Stay safe, stay strong, we are all behind you.
You will forever be my always.

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Re: Prayers or Good thoughts....
« Reply #13 on: June 01, 2015, 05:01:46 PM »
Sometimes making the best decision for us is the hardest thing to carry out, but it IS right. Positive thoughts to you. You've got this!
On particularly rough days when I'm sure I can't possibly endure, I like to remind myself that my track record for getting through bad days so far is 100% and that's pretty good. - Unknown

Don't be concerned about being disloyal to your pain by being joyous. - Hazrat Inayat Khan

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Re: Prayers or Good thoughts....
« Reply #14 on: June 01, 2015, 05:12:58 PM »
Another supporter here standing firmly in your corner. I am so proud of you and am hopeful for your future and that of your son. Stay strong!!!
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