Author Topic: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread  (Read 66285 times)

Jen

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Re: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread
« Reply #90 on: October 11, 2015, 09:46:10 AM »
Fuck this roller coaster. Fuck that I'm almost happy for about five minutes, then it all goes to hell again. Fuck that I have to keep visiting this thread. Fuck that I look every minute of my 41 years, and then some. Fuck that it doesn't fucking matter because no one will ever look at me again anyway. Fuck that I give and give and there is no one to take care of me. Fuck that I still need someone to take care of me, but every time I look for a rock it just crumbles.

FUCK. IT. ALL.

ETA: Is it just my morbid sense of humor, or is it strangely fitting that this is my 666th post? Fuck.
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Re: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread
« Reply #91 on: October 20, 2015, 12:50:21 PM »
Fuck that my hair is now turning gray. Fuck that I know why-it's this stressful widow journey I've been on for the last 8 years.
Fuck my hairdresser who's becoming fucking rich because of me. Or rather, bless her for at least trying to cover it up. Fuck her for never losing her job while I'm around. Fuck that I love and hate her all at the same time.
You left and forgot to tell my heart how to live without you.

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Re: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread
« Reply #92 on: October 20, 2015, 12:56:02 PM »
Fuck the fall. Why do all those leaves have to fall in my yard? Why don't they go away and melt like the snow does? Oh fuck, winter is right around the corner.
You left and forgot to tell my heart how to live without you.

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Re: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread
« Reply #93 on: October 21, 2015, 06:59:11 AM »
Fuck that I have already had to put the heat on and I forget how to work the timer thingy on the thermostat
Fuck that it is now getting dark so early
fuck that I will have to start getting everything ready for the winter which I am terrified is coming
Fuck that I am so fucking grouchy lately , I don't even like hanging out with myself sometimes

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Re: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread
« Reply #94 on: October 22, 2015, 04:10:27 AM »
You know what?  Fuck me.  Fuck me for being thoroughly incapable of getting my shit together, finding a job, and not being such a complete loser.  I'm tired of blaming my wife's death on my current situation; it's my fault now.  So fuck me for being so pathetic and fucking everything up.  I fucking hate this.  I fucking hate myself.

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Re: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread
« Reply #95 on: October 22, 2015, 08:21:09 PM »
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fuck my job fuck this shit hole house that I paid way too much for fuck my car fuck this whole fucking state fuck me fuck ME for being a terrible mother and wife, fuck me for ever trusting anyone fuck this whole fucking ride called life that I've never been any good at I want off. I want off now.
You are the Bear of my heart dear,
And nothing can take that away.

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« Reply #96 on: October 22, 2015, 11:23:37 PM »
Fuck that it is autumn and that means getting the woodstove going to heat the house in the morning and dealing with the wood and chopping kindling and my husband did all that. It's going to be an expensive space-heater-in-every-room kind of winter.

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Re: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread
« Reply #97 on: October 23, 2015, 03:32:33 AM »
Fuck that it is now getting dark so early
fuck that I will have to start getting everything ready for the winter which I am terrified is coming

Seriously.  Game of Thrones has the whole "Winter is Coming".  I have that ominous voice in my head now all the time.  Winter is coming.  Fuuuucck. 

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Re: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread
« Reply #98 on: October 23, 2015, 09:28:58 AM »
Fuck that it is autumn and that means getting the woodstove going to heat the house in the morning and dealing with the wood and chopping kindling and my husband did all that. It's going to be an expensive space-heater-in-every-room kind of winter.

Seriously, fuck this!  I am so overwhelmed thinking about everything my husband did in the winter, FUCK winter!
"But slowly he stole my broken heart and put the pieces back together while I wasn’t looking…and I love him."

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Re: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread
« Reply #99 on: October 23, 2015, 09:44:25 PM »
Fuck that tomorrow I have to put on a brave face and look happy while my pregnant sister marries a man with my dead husband's name. Fuck that she now gets to live the life that was supposed to be mine. Fuck that Jim's not here to hold my hand and make snarky comments about her and her groom just to make me laugh. He's supposed to be here. HE IS SUPPOSED TO FUCKING BE HERE FOR ALL THESE STUPID FUCKING MILESTONES. Instead, I'm going with my mother. At least my daughter has a date... :(

Oh, and fuck that NOT ONE PERSON IN MY FAMILY has apparently given a moment's thought to how hard this is for me. I know, I know, it's not about me, but goddammit-- !!!

We need a Mobile Wid Support Unit to show up and escort us to these events. Could someone make that happen, please?
I have love in me the likes of which you can scarcely imagine and rage the likes of which you would not believe. If I cannot satisfy the one, I will indulge the other. ~Mary Shelley, Frankenstein

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Re: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread
« Reply #100 on: October 24, 2015, 12:34:09 PM »
Yep, I have been lurking for the last three months. But leave it to me to join, and debut my grief here on the Fuck You thread.
Fuck you FIL who half heartedly offered to help in any way, until I apparently called your bluff.

Fuck you Frenemy with your nuggets of wisdom along the way. Like this, " You know how I am, I had to research J's cancer. Only 12 cases in modern history. It's bad, isn't it ?"

Fuck every so called friend that can't even take the time to send a text.

Fuck that I think about sex more than a teenaged boy- wth. Why just why??

Fuck, I've been strong enough haven't I ? Why can't someone let me be weak for one flipping hour. Please let me cry in a heap, hold me and tell me it will be okay. Just for one hour.

Fuck the next person who asks about the college tours we have been on. You are kidding me right? Because apparently cancer just has a beginning and an end.

Fuck all the self absorbed people who assume that someone is stepping up to be there so they are off the hook. Not a single one.

Fuck the grief diet that did not work for me. I followed it exactly- still a size 14 here.

Thank you that was felt fucking great.








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Re: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread
« Reply #101 on: October 24, 2015, 10:20:07 PM »
Bones, sorry for the loss that got you here, but with respect to your post - I get it.  Eff it!

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Re: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread
« Reply #102 on: October 25, 2015, 09:27:36 AM »
Fuck that, after my husband taught me the simple but complete contentment of the coffee ritual together, I now sip my coffee alone with my heart hurting.

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Re: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread
« Reply #103 on: November 02, 2015, 07:33:19 AM »
Fuck the fact that today we should have been getting married..
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Re: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread
« Reply #104 on: November 02, 2015, 12:44:53 PM »
oh honey .... no no no. I'm so sorry Sally... youre right ..fuck that :(
I can't look at the stars they make me wonder where you are. 
Stars.... up on heaven's boulevard
And if I know you at all
I know you've gone too far
 So I .... I can't look at the stars --Grace Potter