Author Topic: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread  (Read 66415 times)

MrsDan

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Re: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread
« Reply #180 on: March 02, 2016, 02:44:53 PM »
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You are the Bear of my heart dear,
And nothing can take that away.

Mr C

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Re: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread
« Reply #181 on: March 04, 2016, 07:17:25 PM »
FUCK! I hate Friday afternoons. Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuckin hate it. Sorry, at a new client and had to let it out. They don't know that I am messed up yet. So I have been biting my tongue as the end of the week drew near. FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! Friday evenings fucking suck. :-\
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lcoxwell

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Re: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread
« Reply #182 on: March 04, 2016, 09:47:31 PM »
If my Kenneth were alive today, this would be his absolute favorite thread of all. When he was alive, he liked nothing more than swearing, and while I have always been too ladylike to curse, he absolutely loved dropping the f-bomb into conversation as often as possible. If I ever get to really missing him, I can always come here and imagine him reading these posts out loud, and it usually makes me smile. (Sorry you all have reasons to take out frustrations, but reading all your swearing is really therapeutic for me).
"The highest tribute to the dead is not grief but gratitude." - Thornton Wilder

Thank you, my dearest Kenneth, for loving me and for giving me the best 13 years of my life.

Rayspumpkin

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Re: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread
« Reply #183 on: March 08, 2016, 02:31:11 PM »
Fuck that my Dad is very sick suddenly and delusional. Fuck that he is in the hospital. Fuck siblings that don't understand me. Fuck being so damn alone after losing DH and Mom, and now terrified of losing Dad. Fuck wanting to just lie down & die instead of fighting anymore. FUCK Dad's new girlfriend!!!!!

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« Reply #184 on: March 11, 2016, 12:39:54 AM »
OMG.  Here's a reminder to everyone not to be too careful.  Being too careful seems to have some prices.  WTF?  Where did I go wrong? 

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Re: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread
« Reply #185 on: March 11, 2016, 08:06:11 AM »
Fuck you facebook, I do not want a memory from three years ago popping up in my news feed so I can think of the fun we were having just a month and a half before my husband died.

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Re: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread
« Reply #186 on: March 11, 2016, 01:00:46 PM »
Fuck that I feel like a failure as a mom, and fuck all of my friends with their perfect children that I am too humiliated to be around.
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Re: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread
« Reply #187 on: March 12, 2016, 12:50:50 PM »
Ditto that, Trying. Big time ditto from the mom of the 7th grader who was suspended from school yesterday for having-- AND USING-- pot on campus. Fuck my life. Just fuck it ALL.
I have love in me the likes of which you can scarcely imagine and rage the likes of which you would not believe. If I cannot satisfy the one, I will indulge the other. ~Mary Shelley, Frankenstein

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Mr C

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Re: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread
« Reply #188 on: March 12, 2016, 03:39:27 PM »
The dog took my girl scout cookies. >:(

I could really use a cookie this morning and have no idea where the dog hid them; she doesn't eat 'em. No need to swear in here as I am at home and was able to let loose on a nice tirade.

In other news, my sports car continues its streak of bad luck. The first incident was that it rolled off a hill into a tree. In the exhaustion after a 100 hour work week I forgot to set the parking brake and put it in gear. I was so distraught that Mrs. C had to handle the details. It took nine weeks to repair, whereas I had only had it for seven weeks prior to the accident. A few weeks after my wife died, the car was hit by a Presbyterian center bus. This was after I had turned to religion. I remained composed that time and was actually consoling the bus driver. The latest was that a rat took up residency while I let it sit through the winter. Will find out more on the extent of the damage come Monday. More or less taking it in stride.

Fuck this life, where I now have perspective that damage to my nicest possession isn't that big of a deal; and where little things, such as not having a small comfort food, can push me over the edge.
Mrs.C, You have been my Sweetheart, Best Friend and Love since 1987. You will be my Wife forever and ever and ever. Love Always, Mr. C

lcoxwell

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Re: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread
« Reply #189 on: March 12, 2016, 05:09:05 PM »
Fuck this life, where I now have perspective that damage to my nicest possession isn't that big of a deal; and where little things, such as not having a small comfort food, can push me over the edge.

Mr C....You have just summed up my life perfectly. It is amazing how much I can relate to this one statement.
"The highest tribute to the dead is not grief but gratitude." - Thornton Wilder

Thank you, my dearest Kenneth, for loving me and for giving me the best 13 years of my life.

lcoxwell

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Re: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread
« Reply #190 on: March 12, 2016, 05:38:22 PM »
F*** the doctors, who ignored my medical problems for two years, claiming everything was caused by "anxiety"; because, everyone knows widows/widowers are too fragile to handle life, right? I even had a mild stroke, which some doctors claimed was just an anxiety attack, even though it left me with left side weakness, asymmetry in my facial muscles, and cognitive problems that I struggle with almost 10 months later.

Thankfully, I now have a really good neurologist and primarily care physician, who actually listen and both say that my problem is not anxiety. They also both verify that, yes, I did indeed have a stroke. It feels good to have the validation that I am not crazy; but it makes me so frustrated to know that, if doctors had listened to me in the first place, and not assumed my migraines and sleep issues were just anxiety, I might have received medical treatment sooner and not had the stroke in the first place.
"The highest tribute to the dead is not grief but gratitude." - Thornton Wilder

Thank you, my dearest Kenneth, for loving me and for giving me the best 13 years of my life.

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« Reply #191 on: March 12, 2016, 06:51:06 PM »
F@ck that I had some happiness and love in this widowed life inky to have the rug pulled out from under me.
F@ck her and the promises of never breaking my heart.
F@ck having my heart shattered by someone that knew heartbreak and hated those that caused it.
F@ck me for not being able to let go and just get over it.
F@ck dreams that turn to nightmares.
F@ck being alone.

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Re: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread
« Reply #192 on: March 12, 2016, 06:58:22 PM »
lcoxwell, I can so relate to your post. I'm truly lucky to be here as my heart arrhythmia issue was assumed to be from anxiety and grief for months. One ER doctor had apparently even decided I was going to the ER for the attention from the doctors, likely from loneliness and anxiety per the doctor's notes. On my 3rd time having him at the ER, he told me that he couldn't find anything wrong, but gave me his exact work schedule for the weekend and told me to come back then if I had anymore issues. I thought that was completely strange until I learned from my PCP that he was testing to see if I came back to see him. Talk about full of himself.

On my 6th visit, after I was starting to believe that I really was losing my mind, they decided to keep me overnight for a stress test the next morning which identified the potentially fatal arrhythmia. Suddenly everyone flew into action around me, which had me bewildered because I'd been told for months nothing was wrong with me. I'm so thankful I had the stubbornness left in me to keep going back to try to find out what was really wrong.

I realize that some medical issues are hard to detect, but I resent them making an assumption it was just grief and anxiety making me needy. Yes, I was an emotional mess at the time, because I was so afraid of my kids becoming orphans and missing my husband. But I was clearly describing my symptoms.

I'm really glad you have MDs you feel you can count on now.
Without you, Baby, I'm not me.

Mr C

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Re: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread
« Reply #193 on: March 12, 2016, 10:02:02 PM »
Fuck doctors who do not take women's health issues seriously, who just quickly dismiss symptoms to stress, migraines, anxiety, etc. Ooh, this has me truly boiling mad. It is ridiculous how many stories I have heard--and the life-threatening extent of them--of doctors ignoring women's heart health symptoms.

I am so glad you ladies finally found the medical attention you deserved and needed.


(Note that this is not my wife's story. Our heart health advocacy has been in large part to give back because of the great care she did receive.)
Mrs.C, You have been my Sweetheart, Best Friend and Love since 1987. You will be my Wife forever and ever and ever. Love Always, Mr. C

MrsDan

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Re: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread
« Reply #194 on: March 13, 2016, 05:32:26 PM »
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKING COLD SORES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fuck that I have had constant outbreaks despite being on suppressive meds. Fuck that I got hardly any out breaks for three fucking years but now that I am dating someone who makes his living with his mouth they will not go away!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fuck that I have tried EVERYTHING and they will not go away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fuck that these fucking cocksuckers put my daughter in the NICU the first week of her life. Fuck that I could loose the one thing that's helped lift me out of this hell, made me feel human again.
You are the Bear of my heart dear,
And nothing can take that away.