Author Topic: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread  (Read 71170 times)

Tatianakm

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Re: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread
« Reply #255 on: June 19, 2016, 10:17:30 PM »
Fuck these holidays, here, I said it, FUCK! I don't want to feel like this; I want to function normally. I might as well be surrounded by aliens- it sure feels this way. I am moving, talking, making vacation plans, even laughing,- but it all feels as if I am witnessing someone else's life from the sidelines. Shit, can't even express myself that it makes any sense. Don't want any fucking holidays, let it be only workdays, that I can bury myself in my routine and don't let myself feel this empty, hollow, grim loneliness...
To the whole world you were one person; to me you were the whole world.

Captains wife

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Re: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread
« Reply #256 on: June 21, 2016, 09:41:21 PM »
Fuck these moods, fuck that no one seems to get how tough all of this is, fuck that I have to plaster a smile on my face and appease everyone all the time...for some reason today, I want to crawl into bed, watch bad tv and stay there for a few days...
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Re: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread
« Reply #257 on: June 22, 2016, 05:15:26 AM »
Fuck these moods, fuck that no one seems to get how tough all of this is, fuck that I have to plaster a smile on my face and appease everyone all the time...for some reason today, I want to crawl into bed, watch bad tv and stay there for a few days...

Captain's Wife, I hear ya and couldn't agree more! Been feeling the same way...such bipolar moods lately.
I miss how happy I was with you.

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Re: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread
« Reply #258 on: June 22, 2016, 11:44:24 AM »
Captains wife and JeanGenie
I am doing just that today ...took the day off and watching crappy tv
Just needed it today so thanks for posting
"fuck these moods"  ditto 
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Re: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread
« Reply #259 on: June 29, 2016, 09:26:24 PM »
Fuck CANCER!!!! Fuck the threat of cancer hitting my family again.  Fuck that I know I am not strong enough to go through this again.  Fuck that I no longer believe in "the odds are this is nothing to worry about" because every time I've been told that the odds were not in our favor.  Fuck  Fuck Fuck!!
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Re: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread
« Reply #260 on: June 29, 2016, 10:27:25 PM »
Fuck CANCER!!!! Fuck the threat of cancer hitting my family again.  Fuck that I know I am not strong enough to go through this again.  Fuck that I no longer believe in "the odds are this is nothing to worry about" because every time I've been told that the odds were not in our favor.  Fuck  Fuck Fuck!!

Indeed.  Fuck cancer.  Thinking of you and hoping for the best!  xo

sandrine2279

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Re: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread
« Reply #261 on: June 30, 2016, 04:15:34 AM »
fuck cancer.... just learnt my grand mother may have a cancer (again)... don't even know if she could go under a surgery being 86 years old. fuck

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Re: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread
« Reply #262 on: July 04, 2016, 01:19:33 PM »
Fuck that every experience in my life since my T died, even happy and fun ones, pales so deeply in comparison to just spending time doing nothing with him. I'm working so hard to re-engage with life and consciously trying not to make comparisons, but it feels like my mind and body do it anyway.
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Guaruj

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Re: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread
« Reply #263 on: July 05, 2016, 08:49:02 PM »
Please allow me to apologize, in advance, to anyone here who works or has worked in a call center. I don't enjoy receiving these phone calls. I'm nearly always polite if I understand the call to be for legitimate reasons. But if I detect a scam, or even just a nuisance, there will be no pleasantries from me. Those people really should go fuck themselves.

I was actually having a good day at work today. I started extra early and was happily writing code when my cell phone rang from an out-of-state number I didn't recognize. I answered the phone with a not-so-friendly "hello". I could hear the background chatter of a call center.

"Hello, may I speak with Catherine?" was the reply I got.

What? Two years and one day after she died, somebody seemed to be calling for my wife on my cellphone. They asked for "Catherine", not "Cathy" or "Kate".

"Catherine who?", I asked. It got even weirder from there.

"I'm live agent, but my software requires me to use scripted responses".

That didn't make much sense, so I said "Look, don't screw around with me! Who are you calling for?"

"Hello, may I speak with Catherine?"

"You already asked me that. You're obviously not a person if you can't carry on a conversation." I find myself making this accusation more and more often. Welcome to the future.

"I'm live agent, but my software requires me to use scripted responses".

"If you have to use scripted responses, then you're not a person". There I was, arguing on the phone with someone I presumed to be a machine. I write software for a living, so I'm annoyed when someone uses such crappy software to meddle with me.

So I finished up by saying "By the way, Catherine is my wife, and she died two years ago".

"Oh. I'm sorry." Finally, the monkey stopped pushing buttons and actually spoke to me.

I didn't tell him to go fuck himself, but only because I was at work. It truly pissed me off. I had to go walk a few laps in the corridors just to clear my head.

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Re: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread
« Reply #264 on: July 07, 2016, 09:57:57 PM »
Fuck that I think I'm ready to go to a dating website, then come home and see his pictures, his stuff, and then I chicken out.  I want to date one minute, and the next I'm not so sure. Fuck.

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Re: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread
« Reply #265 on: July 16, 2016, 09:01:25 AM »
First time I have posted on this thread: 

To my friend that said I was moody after a 3 hour work out, do I ever put you down during one of your “bipolar” moments no I do not so you can fuck off. 

To my sister, thank you for texting me and asking why I am not at my Father’s.  The answer is the same every year dear sister. We were not invited so fuck off bringing it up.  Why don’t you and my dear brother bring up with your hosts? 

To my BIL, thank you for your 6 month phone call to check up on us, have to admit at least you are better than my family.  Thank you for telling me I should move on but it really isn’t your business so fuck off.
 
To contractors all of you can fuck off

TooSoon

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« Reply #266 on: July 16, 2016, 09:13:36 PM »
I just need to say fuck you to academia (I'd like to get more specific than that but it wouldn't be professional but then again maybe that doesn't really matter since I'm apparently not a professional equal to my peers or the administration - to be fair, my department, chair and dean supported me without equivocation).  Final rejection from our University president today on my promotion.  Fuck that one more time.  Such an antiquated, capricious, generally fucked up system. 

I might need to fuck this whole thing a few more times as I have to face the people who made this decision when the new semester begins and smile at them like nothing happened.  So, I'll just fuck that in advance.  Thanks.
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Re: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread
« Reply #267 on: July 18, 2016, 09:18:06 AM »
Fuck feeling guilty that I forgot to call my mother on her birthday yesterday when she did not call on my daughter's birthday the day before or my wedding anniversary two days before that. Fuck that I have no idea what our relationship is supposed to be nowadays. She's coming to DD's birthday party next week so maybe that's why she didn't call on her birthday but she has never acknowledged my anniversary since my husband's death. My MIL texted me, pretty much first thing that day. Dan's siblings texted me. My sister and a friend sent messages, another posted on Dan's wall. But not my mom. Did she just forget? Maybe, but it's two days before her granddaughter's birthday and on Bastille Day FFS.
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Dianne34

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« Reply #268 on: July 19, 2016, 04:37:54 AM »
Fuck my life. Fuck how it's only been two weeks and the books and posts I read promise years and years of this miserable shit to come. I did NOT sign up for this shit and neither did my husband or our little girls. Fuck how the thought of the rest of my life makes me cry where just a moment ago it filled my heart with love and happy anticipation. Fuck how my husband was my best friend and he should be helping me through this. Fuck that we were building our dream house and I'm finishing it alone, so I can go sit in it and be miserable. Fuck how moving elsewhere is an equally depressing alternative. Fuck how I am mean to my parents who are trying their best to help. Fuck that I will have to go 'out there' to make new friends and build a network also for the girls, I was perfectly fine spending Tuesday nights on the couch with my husband. Fuck Tuesdays, and other days of the week as well for that matter. Fuck how the weather is great and everyone outside is happy. Fuck people that ask me 'how are you doing now?' Exactly as bad as last week thank you very much. It's fucking not fair. I miss him so much.

ScorpioGirl

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Re: Once again, ladies and gentlemen... the F*** YOU thread
« Reply #269 on: July 19, 2016, 04:55:07 AM »
Fuck the stupid lights in the bathroom I can't fucking fix myself so I've been showering in the dark all week.
Fuck my so-called friends who don't even fucking care or ask how I am now - too busy living their fucking perfect lives.
Fuck my annoying MIL who rings me constantly for support, ring your other two children and leave me the fuck alone!
Fuck that telemarketer who rang here last night to speak to my husband - you can't he's fucking dead.
I should also tell myself off for being a terrible fucking mother who takes my crappy mood out on my kids. They didn't fucking ask for this shitty life either.