Young Widow Forum

Time Frame => Newly Widowed (1 day to 6 months) => Topic started by: Elbel66 on December 12, 2015, 11:11:39 PM

Title: Not getting any easier...
Post by: Elbel66 on December 12, 2015, 11:11:39 PM
Over 3 months and I keep thinking it'll get easier, but it's not.  Our anniversary was this past week and it was such a hard day.  I just don't feel like doing anything.  I just want him back, plain and simple, in all his imperfectness, in all our imperfectness.  My friends and family are an enormous support, but no matter what, he's still gone.  My husband loved Christmas and loved making it special, what will I do without him this year, how do I do this?  I want my imperfect life with my imperfect husband back.....
Title: Re: Not getting any easier...
Post by: Dark Rose on December 13, 2015, 03:11:49 AM
I too just want my husband back. It's like that one string that connected all the pieces has been ripped apart, and now everything is broken. I am at a lack of words and will have to agree that this is not getting easier.
Title: Re: Not getting any easier...
Post by: Jen on December 13, 2015, 08:59:08 AM
(((((((HUGS)))))))) to you both. I want my life back too...