Young Widow Forum

Time Frame => Newly Widowed (1 day to 6 months) => Topic started by: angelk75 on January 24, 2017, 12:22:48 PM

Title: Today
Post by: angelk75 on January 24, 2017, 12:22:48 PM
Today, There's nothing special about it really. I've got dogs to feed and take out, children to feed and get off to school, house to clean, clothes to wash but today I can barely function. Today the pain is so deep and so raw, today the tears won't stop, today the sobbing racks my body, today I lock myself in my room and just give into the pain. Tomorrow, maybe it will be better but today really sucks.
Title: Re: Today
Post by: Adley on January 24, 2017, 12:49:49 PM
Sorry, Angelk. I know the monotony can be maddening. I'm feeling numb myself. We're all just trying to hang. I know we can, but some days . . . . .
Title: Re: Today
Post by: beth_krkswidow on January 24, 2017, 03:16:32 PM
Hugs, angelk. I  know, hugs don't help. Nothing helps. But it is good knowing others know exactly.

So many times, I think, there is no possible way to survive this. I have no desire to survive this, but somehow I do.