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Time Frame => Shock Wears Off, Reality Sets In ( 6 to 12 months) => Topic started by: LeahRoot84 on February 01, 2017, 10:39:56 AM

Title: I feel crazy :/
Post by: LeahRoot84 on February 01, 2017, 10:39:56 AM
A few days ago, I seen a man and a woman in their car, parked in the same spot me and my SO use to park. I had a moment that I wanted to turn the car around and drive to where these people were and see if it was my husband with a new car and a new woman! Why can't I just except he's gone??? What is wrong with me? I feel nuts!
Title: Re: I feel crazy :/
Post by: Captains wife on February 01, 2017, 01:15:03 PM
Sorry : ( I so get those feelings of feeling crazy. I am 5 years out now (and I promise, although hard to hear now, that things will get better over time) but when I was a few months out, a year out, I felt I was losing it sometimes. I would wander around the grocery store or TJ Maxx and just cry. I would see little reminders of my husband everywhere and they were real triggers.
Title: Re: I feel crazy :/
Post by: TooSoon on February 02, 2017, 09:19:38 AM
I know it sounds crazy but feeling "crazy" and thinking "crazy" things is entirely normal.  Thinking of you and sending love.