Lisa797

Thank you for for letting me be a part of this group. I always told Michael it was a group that I did not want to be part of only because I knew that he would not be with me anymore physically. But I am glad to have the support of others who understand. I have had the opportunity to meet a few other wids who are some of the most wonderful people. Michael often talked about the people who were part of this group. I have also read his posts from Radio Hell. It has helped me to understand more of what he was going through after the death of his son. Together we were able to try and move forward so that he was able to somewhat function. I know that life will never be the same ever again. I just miss him so much! For those who can not be at his service today, I know you will be thinking of him. Thank you. Lisa

Hi, My name is Lisa. I lost my fiancé to stage 4 lung and liver cancer on February 27, 2019 while holding his hand. Some may know him as Michael797, he was a member on Widda after he lost his fiancée in 2015. I am not even sure what to do anymore. My life feels like it stopped and I don't feel like going on, I am so depressed. Michael was my world. I loved him so much. Everything I did was just to make him happy, especially after he lost his only son in a car accident in April 2017. Even though Michael and I were together for just three years we had known everything about each other. We shared everything about our lives, no secrets we would say. We often talked about getting married and finally decided on a date, but before we could even get the marriage certificate he started to get sick. He died two days before the date we had picked. Tomorrrow is his service and I do not know how to even get through it. My heart is shattered. I cannot think of how I am even going to get through my life without him Thank you for listening.