gummi0197

I am so sorry you had to go through this. I lost my husband on 5-9-19 from what I assume was a heart attack. I am close to your age at 35 and my husband was 38. Your post about your husband not feeling well and the guilt you feel struck a chord with me. My husband had not been feeling well either but like a typical man, he refused to go to the doctor. I had been on him for months. I too had to do chest compressions before 911 arrived. I feel guilty that I didnt push him harder to go to the doctor and I feel guilty that I didnt really get a chance to say goodbye because I didnt want to be re traumatized. Again, I am so sorry for your loss

Hello, My name is Gemma and I recently lost my husband, who was 38. We had been together for almost 16 years and married for a little over 10. I am 35 and can not even believe that I am having to deal with this. I dont know what steps to take to move forward. Any tips, tricks, or hints?