donswife

How horrible. Not sure what else to say I hope she has people around her to help if they can

Yes thank you so much . It was a lovley afternoon with such wonderful people Glad we got to be a part of your loving tribute to Teri

I don't think you are nuts at all. I seem to feel or sense my husband around at certain times. He smoked a certain brand of cigars and friends and family have told me out of the blue they can sometimes smell the cigar I like the idea of this ,so for whatever reason it's happening I welcome it

Fuck this week! Whatever puppet master that is in control of life's master plan is an asshole ! I will wake up tomorrow and I will go to work and I will get through this, as we all do. But I miss the most important person in my life that with just one hug would erase the anger and pain Thanks for the vent...much needed

This is so true. Like you said it's the quiet tears that just flow.

I Can't do april 7th but other than that I am open

let me know what dates you decide and I will try to make it would really like to see you again

I am so sorry to hear this ,I appreciated his sense of humor and always looked forward to see what he posted . Hugs to his fiancée

So agree , It is so hard dealing with all these things big and small. It gets overwhelming and the one person that was our sounding board and helped with these decision isn't here to help. I agree with leadfeather "facing life with only half of myself" good luck with the furnace and all the daunting paperwork !

Yes I do find widda helpful even after 4 years, In the early days , months it truly got me through some very dark times. Just to know you have people that understand your deep grief and that you are not crazy with what you are feeling is such a gift. I have met some wonderful people here I do see at times it seems to go quiet and I hope that doesn't stop people from reading or posting.

So sorry to hear this, truly unfair

It was so difficult to go out in the beginning. Seeing the world is still moving as you are in a walking haze. Try and be easy on yourself , this is hard but we are here to listen. I have printed out a saying that one of the wonderful members had I still look at it on tough days but those days are further apart now "On particularly rough days when I'm sure I can't possible endure, I like to remind myself that my track record for getting through bad days is 100% and that is pretty good " Take Care , Nancy

Birthdays are so tough , they should be here to celebrate them but they aren't and it's just not fair ! Hugs to you

I am so sorry I will not be able to attend , I do urge anyone who can ,should Go. You meet some wonderful people who just get it

It is so hard sometimes when people talk about CPR or I see it . My husband also died of a heart attack and I tried to perform CPR and I always wonder if I had done it better ....you know those always what if's . Hugs to you