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(((Candace))) no words. Try and remember to breathe and eat. It is always amazing how we can get ripped backwards in the journey.

(((Hugs))) I am so sorry. I will keep you in my thoughts. (((Hugs)))

(((Hugs))) I totally relate with your post. I walk more than I should and I think about what should be. I keep myself occupied with my Grand daughter and being the neighborhood Grammy. And there are little happis but no really big ones. (((Hugs))) the summer ends the first week of August. Hoping for something big to make us both Happy.

((((Hugs)))) I have had that sort of dream. It is very common just disturbing

(((Hugs))) To All. This is really a great thread. I know I need to vent.

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(((Hugs))) I talk to my husband all the time. When my adult kids get on my last nerve, I have been known to tell them "just take it up with Dad. I am done." So since I do this after 8 1/2 years I don't see what is wrong with it.

Hi Everyone, I have been missing except for a couple of times since the new board opened. I am sorry. My phone doesn't pick this site up well and the computer was up a spiral staircase to the loft in our old place. The good news is that we (My oldest son and I) bought a condo in the same complex next to the pool. The rental we were in was not a good fit for us and the owner tried to make us buy it, but, my grand daughter and I were at the pool and I started talking to a guy standing outside of this new one, and 3 weeks later we are moved. Now, I have to say this move has been super hard and I will never be moving again, I just don't care, it isn't happening. But this condo is still 3 stories but much more usable. No spiral staircase, 3 big bedrooms, 3 baths and the computer is on the main floor where I can get to it even on bad days. So (((Hugs))) I will be around and participate. widowbrain62

I promise myself every year that I won't anticipate the anniversary. My body seems to know and betray me anyhow. This past week it was the 29th anniversary of my fathers passing. Now I found myself in a reflective state last week and began having night terrors. I couldn't put my finger on it until I looked at the date on Sunday. So, I don't know if I will ever be able to totally forget. (((Hugs)))

Thank you for sharing. It sounds like you found a gift in that conversation. (((Hugs)))

(((Hugs)))) I am sorry this is late. Love you and your posts.

(Hugs) I am glad you got to honor his wishes. I I am trying to honor his wishes but it seems out of my reach at this point. Maybe someday Doreen the road but for now he is in the closet where I am supposed to keep him until I remarry and go to Hawaii on my honeymoon.

((((Hugs)))) and lots and lots of love. I am just past 8 years and have found time to be a friend and an enemy. Wishing you peace and loving happier memories today and always. <3 Nancy

((((Hugs)))) I am glad it is getting a bit better Barney. I am glad we all found a place to talk. (((Hugs))) and Love <3

Somehow, the bad days get further between. I still have bad days. Actually a really bad couple of weeks but I am a warrior and I will deal with it. It does get better and somehow the light begins to show. (((((Hugs)))))