Public Triggers are the worst... I remember I was in the grocery store with my mom and one of Drew's and I's songs started playing overhead. I ran behind a case of chips and cried uncontrollably praying to God no one would see the blubbering mess behind the chips. I just wanted the song to stop playing and then to die and disappear. My mom said that this was a sign he was giving to me. My grief is way too strong and fresh to see any signs of him at this point.
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Public Triggers are the worst... I remember I was in the grocery store with my mom and one of Drew's and I's songs started playing overhead. I ran behind a case of chips and cried uncontrollably praying to God no one would see the blubbering mess behind the chips. I just wanted the song to stop playing and then to die and disappear. My mom said that this was a sign he was giving to me. My grief is way too strong and fresh to see any signs of him at this point.