Stephen

Quick update.  I broke off the dating after five months last week.  I felt that after five months of dating we should have been able to define our relationship as committed.  However, she was unwilling to agree to a committed relationship.  

I have to say this is one of the hardest things I have done.  While I myself am not a widower, this is the first widow I have ever dated.  The emotional roller coaster she goes through has a major emotional impact on me.  I almost feel that she is trying to sabotage the relationship at this point because she is not ready for it.

I have been dating a widow now for almost 5 months.  

Please ignore