2nd birthday

[ForeverHisx]

Hello ,

 

so its nearly been a year since i lost my fiance , its coming up to us being together 7 years . and also next week is our sons 2nd birthday . im a mess this is all so hard and all so close together .

He was only 26 , im 25 .

 

i dont know any other parents in my position especially at my age . ive come on here just to talk to people who understand how hard this all is . i hate bringing him up alone and i hate that i get to see it all and he doesnt . i hate that im breathing and he is not .

25 and its all over there will never be another its only him .

 

it wasnt meant to be like this , i feel so sorry for our little boy his missing out on so much with not having him around , his so innocent and clueless , i hate every minute .

[Tatianakm]

My heart goes out to you, truly it does, know all too well how it feels with a very small child and being a solo parent. And still so in love and missing my husband everyday...those milestones and special dates are the hardest to live through. Giant hug to you and your little guy.