So sorry about your loss and the heart break you are going through. I am right there with you, it's only been a month since I've lost my husband who was only 33. I have been trying to surround myself with people because I can't bear to be alone. It is difficult though, especially when I am with couples loving on each other. Or even people who are arguing about nothing, don't they understand what I wouldn't give just to spend one more day with my spouse. Being a new widow, we just don't fit in anywhere. But people mean well, they just don't understand. I found these forums very comforting knowing I'm not alone. My prayers are with you
