This is my first time posting here so please bear with me....
I kinda feel as if I have ran out of options as far as people to talk to, without sounding like a broken record. I have pushed even my therapist away (my choice) and although no one says much,I feel everyone is growing tired of my shit, so to say.
I lost my husband 4 months ago, a victim to suicide. He and I have always spoken of my courage and strength..But I know now that I have lost the both.
I can not seem to shake this constant sadness, anxiety, panic. Some days, yes, are "better", but they all still suck. I am empty, and a shell of the person I was. I really can not say I hate this enough..I miss him so damn much..it truly is unbelievable.
