This is my first post. I lost my husband December 1st, 2016. It was from an aortic aneurysm. It has been a hard month with Christmas and our anniversary on Jan 1st. I am trying to get into a normal schedule, but not going well. I have 4 kids: 16, 13, 11, and 2. Still sleeping on the couch because I can't bear to go in our room. I keep rethinking the whole thing. He fell over in our room. I did CPR and my 13 year old called 911. He gained consciousness for a couple hours until his surgery. Unfortunately, he didn't make it through. I'm not sure how to get through this part. I can't concentrate at work and am trying so hard to find the positive things. Any advise?
