Hi my name is Julie I just joined the page today and I wanted to introduce myself and give a little back sorry. On the night of a December 22 2016 at 7:36pm I lost my fiancé and the love of my life. He was on his way to our families anual Thursday night dinner from work when he went left a center and met head on with a truck..he was in a tiny Honda Civic. They say he was killed on impact and didn't feel a thing which I am not fully convinced well because I'm just not sure about anything. We had been together for seven years have a beautiful 1 year old baby girl and we're planning a wedding for July 22 2017. I am having a really hard time excepting this as my reality he was my soul mate my better half and now I feel almost empty inside I say almost because my daughter is helping stay some what sane but I just don't know any more lmyblife has spun completely out of control and I hate that I can't fix it I wish it were all a dream. I am struggleing with. It having the right kind of closure because it went from kissing him goodbye in the morning to 5 days later seeing him laying in a casket with nothing in between. How can I find closure? I've went and looked at his car I've red the accident report I've looked at on scene pictures of the accident my next 2 steps to decide on is reading his autopsy report and looking at pictures of his body on scene.
