Hi there,
I'm an 18 year old female. My boyfriend, 20, on and off for the past 6 years was in a car accident in December. He almost died the night of the accident, I just learned from his mom last night, but he then was rushed to hospital and was in a coma for two weeks. Then he had a stroke and was taken off life support.
We were never married. We started looking at engagement rings when I was 17, but I told him that we didn't have to rush since he didn't have much money. I knew we'd spend our lives together. We had it planned right down to the age we'd have our kids and the names of them since I was 13. He was my best friend, really, my only friend, and the most important person in the world to me. I can't imagine living without him, and that might sound dumb because I'm so young but still.
Right now I'm in between the month-anniversaries of the accident and his passing. And all my friends really have disappeared - I think, firstly, they can't relate to how close we are/were. Then they can't relate to a sudden, tragic death like this. I feel so empty.
