Petra

Thank Mr and Julester3 for sharing .. I guess i lost my joy .. i took care of him for 5 years .. it was tough seeing him in pain .knowing he is at peace is just a relief but suddenly i feel that the whole world is enemy..The kids are away for college .no more nurses or doctors appointment .my house is so quite ..i have the TV on the minute i enter the house ..i tried to work part time ..i go out once a while with friends but what make them happy .it means nothing to me ..i miss his energy being there and i feel angry that he left early and suffered big deal.. and then this emptiness …inner emptiness …

I thought I'm doing better it has been 9 months but suddenly it feels like yesterday . I can't believe it is going to be a year in 3 months since I lost my beloved husband to brain tumor .. I'm lonely .. very lonely .. how am I going to adjust to this new chapter .. I can't stand it when my friends tell me get over it and move on .. I'm hoping someone in here can understand .. I feel completely lost

I thought I'm doing better it has been 9 months but suddenly it feels like yesterday . I can't believe it is going to be a year in 3 months since I lost my beloved husband to brain tumor .. I'm lonely .. very lonely .. how am I going to adjust to this new chapter .. I can't stand it when my friends tell me get over it and move on .. I'm hoping someone in here can understand .. I feel completely lost