You're not doing anything wrong. No one who hasn't gone through this can know the pain that we go through every day. You are not alone. Unfortunately you are part of a group that no one wants to join. However we are here and we have to make it through the next minute. I know there are other minutes after that, but I just have to make it through this minute. The loss of my husband is the hardest thing I have ever encountered. It has been four months since I lost him and I miss him every moment of the day. I talk to him often throughout the day. I know people would think that I am crazy, but it helps me take the next step forward. My plan for each day is to find the beauty in something around me. It could be a flower, or the crazy behavior of my dog. It's hard, but please know that you aren't alone.
