Hi! I am also back after several years. I joined the young widow/widower forum around 2009 when my husband passed away. I'm not sure if I had the same username. It's been almost 8 years since my husband passed. Lately, I've been feeling pretty down. I think it's because it was April when he got diagnosed with cancer (he passed only 2 months later in June). Anyway, I'm glad to be on here again!