Lostdove124

So my husbands been gone now 4 months. Our daughter who is 5 was his worlds he did everything n anything for her. Well I been dating this guy for 3 weeks now and she got to meet him and she fell in love with him. Which is crazy fast. Everything she does she wants him there. I've known him for years n years since I was 12 I'm 25 now. Well tonight she was telling her cousin about him and said he was her stepdad and she loves him. It shocked me I'm. It ready for that yet. I just don't know what to tell her. He treats her like him own I don't want to take him away from her because of it. I just don't know what to do.

As of march 29th i became a 25 year old widow. We have a 5 year old little girl, who was daddys girls. He was on his way to work and slid his harley and died on impact. Im so lost! The night before we had the worst arguement we have ever had and i feel like this whole thing is my fault. At moments i laugh at his memories and other times i cry and cry and cry. My Mind plays tricks. I cant stop thinking this wasjust a accident. I keep thinking he was killed by a hit and run. Things dont make sense. Ita been 3 weeks since i heard his voice and 1 week ago was the last time ill ever see him again. Im lost and need help with this. I dont know how to parent alone. How to sleep alone. How to run my house alone . im just all in all lost without him.