Hi all! I can relate to everyone. Mona, I started a group therapy a month ago. All the people in the group have lost a spouse. I call this group session my safe haven. It really is. It's scary sometimes how much we can all relate to each other. I am a fairly young widow, in my early 30s. All my friends are just getting married or having babies, or purchasing their new home. I don't have any friends who has lost their spouse, none of them understand. Many of them don't even understand grief at all or what traumatic loss feels like. I have isolated myself because of this. This has caused me a great deal of anger. Maybe even feeling jealous. Jealousy like why do all these people around derserve the great life they have and I'm here, alone. It's a horrible thing to feel and I don't want to feel this way but it's the way that it is right now.
