allan

https://youtu.be/08iuXohf4YY

Almost ten years on and im doing ok but thought id drop by as music is what has always helped.

never give up.

Absolutely gutted his words led me to the original board and helped me try to work everything out and explain to my family how i was feeling.A very sad loss

Mehh bloody predictive text AC

Happy birthday across hope you had a good one.

Fuck it,fuck it all 21 months and my sleeping pattern is still all to shit I'm still on auto pilot.

Fuck it that I've mastered the art of making other's believe I'm ok ,I'm not I'm lost .

fuck you I'm bastard tired

Reading is my escape from reality,Christopher paolini's eragon series is one of my favourites when it comes to fantasy

Someone on the board qouted"Your opinion of me is none of my business" ,or was it a book I read who knows but I like it kinda of a polite two fingers.

Spent 13yrs being sick free and along with icoxwell bam I've experienced a year and a half bs gout, back pain arthritis it's like now she is not here life has said what do you think of this .Or my Katie looked after me and I was ignorant who knows.

Pcns lymphoma,9 months from diagnosis my Katie technically beat the cancer but due to treatment had a bleed on the lung and passed away due to septicemia and pneumonia on August 7 2013.

People move forward and the founders kept the site running for 12+years ,yes I was gutted and worried where I would get the feeling I was not mental when I received the news(thanks ac) and it was sudden and abrupt but slating them is harsh as they created this site when we were stood on chairs trying to get a signal on a mobile.

People's lives change as we all know to well.If the mods and us lot give as much commitment the site will keep on moving forward.

Change sucks.ywbb saw me through hard times and I hope this community will too.

Alexswife I agree.