2 weeks ago my worst nightmare came true. My husband of 14years died suddenly of a heart attack on a work trip in his hotel room. Hes left behind a 2 year old son, me and a little girl who is due in 5 weeks that will never meet her daddy. The pain is so severe I don't think ill ever see the light. Everyday I feel like I'm reliving the day I found out. I still convince myself hes gone on work then it hits me like a ton of bricks that I'm never going to see my husband again, my kids no longer have a dad, I'm no longer married, theres no longer mommy and daddy. I didn't ask for this, we had an amazing marriage. It was ripped out from underneath me. I don't know where to turn.
