Thank you so much for your replies. I know I need to find a way to be happy on my own but I just can’t seem to get there. I have days where I’m starting to feel better and then I come crashing down and feel so upset that he doesn’t love me anymore or maybe he never did.
I have some amazing friends even though I have lost a lot of friends through the break up, but I don’t have any single friends, do it is difficult to arrange things as they are busy.