I've just read all the posts with interest. I joined YWBB in 2007, practically lived on it for a long time, had breaks, but if I was upset about anything, back I'd fly, to my place of safety.
I also remember looking to the 'further-out' wids to try and make sense of everything that had happened to me, so I would be happy to pop in and out if it's useful (and might have a post or two of my own when things aren't going well!)