Hello,
On the morning of 5/9/2015, my fiance suddenly passed way. He was 31 years old, and I am 33.
We are still waiting for the full autopsy/toxicology reports to come back to find out what happened since they were unable to find anything with the initial autopsy.
We were together for over 7 years and set to get married in just 5 months on 10/2/15. I am seeing a therapist and trying to talk about things. She suggested I find a support group and write down how I am feeling. While I sit here with thoughts running through my head, I'm finding it so hard to put it all together. I can barely hold a thought for longer than 2 mins and find myself in my own head obsessing over what happened and why. I'm hoping it will get easier for me to write how I am feeling and learn how to deal with this shock. Maybe I'll give this another try tomorrow after I get some rest.
