I'm going through this right now, too. I decided I needed a fresh start, where I was not so surrounded by him everywhere I look. I bought a new house that is under construction, so I can really customize it to my taste. But packing up the home we shared & finally having to go through all those parts of "us" is so hard. I open a drawer & am confronted with some item that triggers a memory, and then another, and then another. I'm just about to pass the 18-month mark, but some of this is just still SO hard. Hugs to all of us!