meganj

Thank you all. Had some family and friends over for cake and snacks. We had a good time as Eric would have wanted. Still not fair why is it that we have to go through this horrible pain? Ugh

Lost my husband nearly 3 months ago in a motorcycle accident. He would have been 34 tomorrow. Really feeling it and especially hormonal as I recently gave birth to our first child nearly 2 weeks ago. I am so mad at the universe that she won't ever meet her father in this world and that we have all been cheated of him. It's so stinking unfair!! Eric was the best thing that happened to me and to have him ripped away is just heartbreaking and infuriating. My tiny silver lining is I work in the medical field and know the air ambulance crew who landed (thank goodness was not a shift I was on...) and spoke with the medical examiner myself so I know he did not suffer. Death was instant. I have worked trauma icu for years and saw so many times how quickly life can change, but it.was always "someone else" now that someone else is me. I had a memorial plaque done in his name at the local humane society as we are both huge animal lovers. Thinking will go there tomorrow with friends and family and little baby Erica (yep she's named after him! We couldn't decide on a name before he passed and this just seemed.fitting to honor him)

Hi all, I lost my husband in a motorcycle accident nearly 3 months ago when I was 30 weeks pregnant with our first. In had her almost 2 weeks ago now and she's just amazing. Such a bittersweet time tho. His 34th birthday would have been tomorrow so that is making me even more emotional. I am so mad and frustrated at the universe that she has been cheated out of her father. He was so excited and would have been an amazing dad. Life is so not fair sometimes!! I just want to scream and yell at god and the universe.