missing you

Thank You all for the support I am still here still breathing and making plans to move my life forward as best as I can I will be moving into a 55+ community soon I have some health issues myself and I think this will be a better fit for me and what I need it something my husband and I had discussed quite a bit so I am OK with doing this it is just the packing up our lives and going on alone that sometimes gets to me I do not know why God has taken him away as well but I try to keep my faith that God has his reasons even though I do not understand.

Hello again I am feeling so sad and lost without him here sometimes I just don't think I can breathe I am trying to hold it together and be strong.

Hello, Just wondering if there are any here that are widowed more then once? I lost my chapter 2 love on February 10,2016 we had just been married in 2013 shortly after we married we got his cancer dx,[/size] [/size] I was first widowed in 2009 after nearly 20 years of marriage needless to say I am super over whelmed with this. :'(