Hello,
I spoke very quickly of my first attemp at the "pshycotherapeute" in another message....
half an hour (quite expensive by the way) and at the end she fixed another apointment without even asking me what I wanted....
Honnestly, I wonder if she is really used to my kind of windowing ... she was waiting for very common answers and seemed a bit surprised by my answers (for example when I ty to go home, I either break into tears or just feel nothing because of the shock and no I don't have a ball in my stomach like he asked me, etc....).
And she has been a little bit too rough with me I think.
I explained her that I still don't accept to loose him (as I wrote he was 32 and never came back home, just went to see a friend and the day after I had to see my dear bear who was gone).
So this women told me "but he'll never come back". is it the way she is supposed to help me accept the unthinkable?
and as for the guily feeling I have, she didn't expect that I regret to be alive instade of him...
anyway, when I said I was guilty, each time she just say "don't"....
Maybe it's the way the conseling works or maybe I don't have a good feelingwcith her or maybe she's not good for my particular case?
Can some of you tell me a little bite about their own counseling please?
thank you
sandrine