Guest Kamcho Posted March 19, 2015 Share Posted March 19, 2015 (Re)claiming my and LH's spot for year 2. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MrsDan Posted March 20, 2015 Share Posted March 20, 2015 Hugs. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Kamcho Posted March 22, 2015 Share Posted March 22, 2015 Deleted in protest Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lcoxwell Posted March 22, 2015 Share Posted March 22, 2015 I seem to be out of words of comfort today, but I wanted you to know I can relate to much of what you wrote. She has never recovered. Her life is... existing. I don't want to end up that way. I can honestly say, I don't want to merely exist, either, but many days, that's where I am at. On the other hand, there are days, like yesterday, when I can find glimpses of a real life once more, and there is hope for a better tomorrow. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jen Posted March 22, 2015 Share Posted March 22, 2015 Are the tears not supposed to bring me endorphins? I give water to the dead. I tried to give him all my water. Oh, Kamcho, you're killing me. I did the same. I still do. And then I try to give it to the living as well, but they don't want it. Where's the Maker that can swallow me whole and take me away from this? (((((((HUGS))))))) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MrsT85 Posted March 23, 2015 Share Posted March 23, 2015 Deleted Oh Kamcho. I can't believe how honest and familiar your words feel. And as usual, you express them so much better than I. Your LH much have been razor sharp and amazing. And it's not fucking fair he's gone. I'm coming up on two years right behind you. I kinda get it - New guy is great, but I'll always wish I had my Tim back. Again, just ((Hugs)). I so wish he could still be here with you Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BrokenHeart2 Posted March 23, 2015 Share Posted March 23, 2015 Hugs Kamcho. I'm coming up on 22 months and just so messed up I can't believe it. What the hell? You did describe it so well. I thought I felt a shift but got sucked under the wave. Ugh. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CBB Posted March 24, 2015 Share Posted March 24, 2015 Hugs Kam! These waves are beating the hell out of me as well. Just wanted you to know I hear you! 22 months and counting. Some days I till can't believe this is my life! What happened to my life? Huge hugs, Cyndi Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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