It has been 9 months and emotions are stronger

[Petra]

I thought I'm doing better it has been 9 months but suddenly it feels like yesterday . I can't believe it is going to be a year in 3 months since I lost my beloved husband to brain tumor .. I'm lonely .. very lonely .. how am I going to adjust to this new chapter .. I can't stand it when my friends tell me get over it and move on .. I'm hoping someone in here can understand .. I feel completely lost